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Hi my name is Olivia. I am a High School Grad from 2010. I want to own my own business or just work in fashion. My family and friends mean everything to me. My blog is about my life, the troubles I face, and the adventures I want to document.

Friday, May 29, 2009

The Meaning of Life

Hello Loves! Well once upon a time you might have asked yourself "What is the meaning of life?". Everyone has a different opinion so I decided to test the teenage mind and question how some teenagers live there life. I went to myyearbook.com and went to mymag and clicked on cliques. I could see as many cliques on there from nerds and jocks to scene kids and goths. So I decided to ask the three cliques that interest me the most. Scene, Emo, and Preps. I put up a post asking them the true followers of the clique life and asked what did it mean to be in the clique. For the scene kids i asked why are so many of them focused on there precious hair than the actual music, the emo kids what are they because the depressed, cutting and suicidal ones are just plain posers. Finally the preps, in that forum people are always bashing on preps or proclaimed preps are saying they are richer, hotter, and better than the rest of us so i asked them to prove to me there sincere. Scene forum answered poser teens make up most of the scene and only care about looking vogue pretty and primping there hair. Emo forum said emo is a music genre, and that emo is a style and they are perfectly happy. Preps I only got one true responce, a girl said she dresses preppy but is a well rounded volunteering person. So after questioning others i questioned myself. Physically our goal is to reproduce but what about our emotional state? I conversed with this guy on myspace and he said "maybe we're not even alive. we're just imagining ourselves" I later responded if were imaging this why is there so much crap. I will find the meaning and tell you all.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Stress Stress Stress.

Ah well as you can tell im pretty stressed out. I've got so many thing due for all my classes and I can't afford to skip any. Seriously almost everything is due June 1 or May 29. Well im supper stressed about my chem project thats a total of 100 lab points. Im currently failing so if i get a good grade this can dramaticlly change everything. Some more major stress is that my group and i have to perform it as a play. And 15 DJs are due. Which is dialectel journals....which is quote from book, plus a responce plus a summary of the chapter ugh i hate DJS. Well hopefully I can play powderpuff which is football for girls= junior girls vs senior girls! Im a junior so go team red!!!!!!!(our class color).
Okay so totally different subject but i am depressed. Truly crushed!!!!!
Okay so i really liked this guy..had a total crush on him and my bff said it looked like he is starting to like me. Well i saw him hanging out with this girl while he was buying his prom ticket. i got pissed but i didn't thing anything about it. So on prom night i was looking for him the first our and an hour later he arrives holding hands with that girl from the line. My heart sank and i felt so sad!!!!!!! I saw them together like three times my first prom was totally ruined as well as the sleepover after prom. ugh. Well after prom everything looked fine but for the past weeks they've been hanging out alot. Shes like a leech just sucking all the life out of him. I see them together all the time!!!!!!!!!!! Im so crushed!!! Well recently they always walk together and the time i usually get to see him hes off with her. Okay so theres nothing official yet but still im upset. Okay sooo today may 25 my bff said she totally gave me a dirty look and i gave her one back. what is her problem? she won my crushes heart what else does she want my soul???. I also hate how on her myspace she has as her default her and him hugging....good thing it look like a bad hug.....he looks so uncomfortable. Well i guess thats high school preppy/Jock girls steal you crush. awww and he was such a cutie too.