Thanksgiving

Its about 6:19 pm and I'm already pissed off. Let me explain, had to help mom today no biggie. She had me do a shit load of work. By the middle of the day i was pissed of and angry. She asked me to do something else....another chore. I refused but after a couple of minutes I gave in. Well its almost 7 and both my older sisters aren't here. That's a good thing because I need to take a shower. Only problem I cant my mother has my little sister go first. I get mad and she takes at least 15 minutes to get her ready to get in. I need to take a shower and idk why i have to wait for other people. If shes not out by 6:35 i will explode. Fuck it i wont dress out of my sweats and ratty old tank top. This is so fucking stupid. I hate how my mother is so controlling. My father doesn't make it better either. He tries to help me but ends up yelling at me because I obey my mother. So far this is going to be a crappy thanksgiving.

How Do You Out Do Yourself?

Calmed down quite a bit since last post. Honestly I really wasn't that mad affter all but at the end of the day its gonna catch up with me. Ohkay on a much lighter note. Well the point of this blog is all in the title. One word. Fashion. Something that defines us all but something my friends would never guess im into, shows how much they know me. Well last sunday i thought i finally got it right. I wore a grey blazer, black tube top, jeggins (jean looking leggings), and some blue/purple lightning bolt flats. It was pretty epic, I felt on top of the world and like a skinny runway model hanging around at fashion week in NYC. Another big plus of that day i finnally fugured out how to use my blowdryer effeciently. My hair looked good, my make-up was quite proffesional and my outfit was legit. That sunday was quite perfection. Lat pluss of the day I had $90 to spend. Its Sunday again and i want to out do myself, how? Idk. One keypice ripped jeans. Need a top and some legit piece to tie it all together. Gonna find it wish me luck.

Sunday.....

Well my day is officially ruined. Called my sister an idot (as a joke) shes 26 this shouldnt offend her. Of course, she tells on me like the little 5 year old she really is and i get in trouble. Is idoit really that much of a bad word? Answer is No!!! Now both by parents are bitching at me because of my "language". Not good because I wanted money so I can do some necessary shopping therapy. Now that my day is runed i really have nothing much too say. I was gonna tell you about how last sunday i had a fashion "aha" momemnt but nevermind. Gonna cool off a bit.

School Year

August 27, 2009 was the start of my senior year in High School. Its mid September today and so far I like the year so far. My classes this year are: 1. Photography, 2. Economics , 3. Aerobics , 4. Chemistry, 5. Intermediate Dance, 6. English 12, and 7. Musical Theater. Pretty easy classes and I kinda love every period. Other than the fact that my only two hard classes are Chemistry and English its practically smooth sailing. I also get a good workout Mon-Fri. I don't have dance and aerobics on Thursday but I have Musical Theater and we do a lot of dancing. Well speaking of theater we're doing Grease this year and I originally tried out for a cheerleader and I basically sucked at auditions so I'm just a regular dancer. Not much more to say.

Ahh deja vu. Another summer of hard work and lost $$.

Well. Summer blog. Update time: So, i went over my cell phone bill as i know of $530...ya pretty big. So I gave up my cell phone and $79 of hard work. Oh well this happend last year. So Its back to school shopping time. I've see some trends I want to try. Like leather(pleather most likely) skirt and jacket, boyfriend jeans, corduroy and hardware. Ya some new elements to my style need to be added. Some news is I got a haircut: I'm rocking the side bangs and layers. I love the bangs it looks so adorable when its up. I took my senior pics. It went good. I had to go shopping for two new outfits and they are so cute. I got this blue eyelet top with flutter sleeves and a white and green dress. It has some ruffles which is good for school. Ruffles are hot this season. I bought the top and Tilly's and the dress at Fashion 5. So enough about that um. . . for the past 5 days I have been sick and it sucks. Stomach pains and headaches. So went to the doctor and gonna get an ultra sound tomorrow. Hopefully its nothing too serious and I can get ready for back-to-school. So pretty much my life as of today.

Teen Vogue

Well in the August 2009 issue Emma Watson is cover girl and in her story this beloved skirt is there. I love it I want it. Skirt $1,905 (800) 979-3038

Magazine Awards

I would like to give 5 magazines a big thank you. Teen my first magazine that i bought and fell in love with. Your fashion and beauty looks were practical and all the extras were very muched apreciated. Teen helped me at my new teen not pre teen stage. I didn't know much about fashion and this magazine gave me a good start. Seventeen I stay loyal to you ever since the first issue I bought I haven't missed a single issue!! The fashion was fresh the beauty was loved the health very much used and all the other sections were what I really needed. I always look forward to your back-to-school section/fall trend alert. Cosmogirl when i subscribed to 10 issues I loved them and saw fashion and real life as an approachable field. I understood and I grew. I've only gotten one more issue and I loved it hopefully I will buy more. Teen Vogue the first issue I bought I loved and lost r.i.p. but I really didn't get the crazy fashions and the label dropping a few more magazines later I saw the point the magazine was trying to get across. I appreciate all the ideas and I'm in love and addicted. My fashion sense has grown and the fashion history mini course that came with each issue was what I really need to spice up my clothes and really take fashion to the next level. Senior year will for sure be the best style year I will ever have in all of my past years. I love your A-Z trend alerts they have been a big help. Last but not least NYLON I've only bough ten 3 issues but I love them its just so fresh so out there. I really look out for your guidance when I want to spice up my wardrobe or try a daring new trend. Nylon is pure love. My first issue was with Lindsay Lohan and the interview had me on my toes. I have so much more respect for her now. Thank you to all the magazine fashion wise I've grown up and as a person I've blossomed! Much love <3

Powderpuff

Well i got to play but they only put me in for one play then took me out. The play was only like 4 seconds maximum. Ugh i dreamed of impressing my friends, family and crush with all the hard work i put into it. The coaches said they would give everybody play time. They also said they really wanted to win soo they had to play favorites. That night i was so upset not only because i really didn't get to play but because my bff and my other close friend left to go get there yearbooks at the signing party and wanted to avoid long lines. I got mine and the place was empty. So they missed my four seconds of playtime. The entire night i was so mad and kept having dreams of how i could have done better if they put me in more. We beat the seniors 16 to like 6. Well fyi powderpuff is when junior girls and senior girls play one football mostly flag game. So the thing that really set me off the most was that one of our coaches on the last day a junior guy said that the only reason the seniors scored a touchdown was because "some girls who didn't know what they were doing wanted playing time" i was one of those girls. Except i did my job i blocked . So i really dont know why they took me out. So we killed the seniors but next year its going to take a lot of convincing to play powderpuff. And if i do im gonna show them that they should have kept me in and given me more playing time.

Summerland

Well summer has started and it could be way better. Basically the first week I've made $60 babysitting my niece Katie. Probably the most exciting thing I've done is go to cruising grand with my older sis. I'm next Friday with my friend Gabby. So what does summer really mean? When I think of summer a couple of things come to mind. Warped tour, beach trips, sleepovers, family bonding, shopping, and BB Q's. Warped tour something I've never been to but hears is amazing. Beach trips: protecting your skin, sand, worrying about your body in the bikini, salt water, near death drowning experience, more sand. Sleepovers when you hang out with your friends watch movies and overload on junk food. Family time when you wish they could throw a cooler party worthy of inviting a buddy. Shopping either picking out summer essentials or reloading your closet with the newest trends and the best cutest shoes to go with your new skirt or girly flowy dress layered with a long sleeve. BB Q's more family bonding but just really pigging out on fourth of July. Well this is my summer before senior year so it has to be good.
The meaning of life update!! Okay so i did a lot of thinking and this didn't hit me until i started writing this blog but life is really about having a good time, appreciating the things you have and making the world a better place. Any more ideas???

The Meaning of Life

Hello Loves! Well once upon a time you might have asked yourself "What is the meaning of life?". Everyone has a different opinion so I decided to test the teenage mind and question how some teenagers live there life. I went to myyearbook.com and went to mymag and clicked on cliques. I could see as many cliques on there from nerds and jocks to scene kids and goths. So I decided to ask the three cliques that interest me the most. Scene, Emo, and Preps. I put up a post asking them the true followers of the clique life and asked what did it mean to be in the clique. For the scene kids i asked why are so many of them focused on there precious hair than the actual music, the emo kids what are they because the depressed, cutting and suicidal ones are just plain posers. Finally the preps, in that forum people are always bashing on preps or proclaimed preps are saying they are richer, hotter, and better than the rest of us so i asked them to prove to me there sincere. Scene forum answered poser teens make up most of the scene and only care about looking vogue pretty and primping there hair. Emo forum said emo is a music genre, and that emo is a style and they are perfectly happy. Preps I only got one true responce, a girl said she dresses preppy but is a well rounded volunteering person. So after questioning others i questioned myself. Physically our goal is to reproduce but what about our emotional state? I conversed with this guy on myspace and he said "maybe we're not even alive. we're just imagining ourselves" I later responded if were imaging this why is there so much crap. I will find the meaning and tell you all.

Stress Stress Stress.

Ah well as you can tell im pretty stressed out. I've got so many thing due for all my classes and I can't afford to skip any. Seriously almost everything is due June 1 or May 29. Well im supper stressed about my chem project thats a total of 100 lab points. Im currently failing so if i get a good grade this can dramaticlly change everything. Some more major stress is that my group and i have to perform it as a play. And 15 DJs are due. Which is dialectel journals....which is quote from book, plus a responce plus a summary of the chapter ugh i hate DJS. Well hopefully I can play powderpuff which is football for girls= junior girls vs senior girls! Im a junior so go team red!!!!!!!(our class color).
Okay so totally different subject but i am depressed. Truly crushed!!!!!
Okay so i really liked this guy..had a total crush on him and my bff said it looked like he is starting to like me. Well i saw him hanging out with this girl while he was buying his prom ticket. i got pissed but i didn't thing anything about it. So on prom night i was looking for him the first our and an hour later he arrives holding hands with that girl from the line. My heart sank and i felt so sad!!!!!!! I saw them together like three times my first prom was totally ruined as well as the sleepover after prom. ugh. Well after prom everything looked fine but for the past weeks they've been hanging out alot. Shes like a leech just sucking all the life out of him. I see them together all the time!!!!!!!!!!! Im so crushed!!! Well recently they always walk together and the time i usually get to see him hes off with her. Okay so theres nothing official yet but still im upset. Okay sooo today may 25 my bff said she totally gave me a dirty look and i gave her one back. what is her problem? she won my crushes heart what else does she want my soul???. I also hate how on her myspace she has as her default her and him hugging....good thing it look like a bad hug.....he looks so uncomfortable. Well i guess thats high school preppy/Jock girls steal you crush. awww and he was such a cutie too.

Im writting a book!

It was a typical day. I got in the shower and had an amazing idea.

I should right a book.

So the main character is named Raven Stone. Shes a mix between a rocker and a fashionista in training. So for her senior year she is forced to attend a prep school.
At her prep school for an assignment she is to create a course. So the mean girls sabotage her project and she goes into triple Depression. Triple depression is where she purges, cuts, and takes pills. Then i still need an ending but its a work in progress

First Blog!!! What to wear for Easter Sunday

Wow! My first blog!!
Curently its April 7, 2009 and I’m overly bored!!!
Ahh what to do?
Well Easter Sunday is coming up and im not looking forward to it.
Basiclly another Easter of me being bored out of my mind and ignored. Oh well that’s that. But, OMG I have nothing to wear!
I have choices of
A) a black tube top with some micro shorts (embrace spring)
B) skinny jeans with a cute tank top
C) a black bubble dress
D) a tank top cut dress
E) a deep v zebra print shirt with denim Bermudas
Well I might go with choice A but C is kinda tempting me.
Maybe I might meet some cute guy.
Ah well I need some money right now so boys aren’t that important.
I need
-a new camera (I lost mine)
-a new i-pod
-make-up.
Well that’s it for the first blog…kinda scatterd everywhere but who cares.
Im Olivia Barrera (Deathstain) and im just a big mess!
Well System of a Down is calling me
SO…….. -later xoxo