Birthday Blues

Finally the year I have been waiting for my entire life, 2013 the year I finally turn 21.  I'm finally inside the world of alcohol, clubs, bars, 21+ concerts, Casinos. Somehow, I'm not as excited as I should be. Is it because I haven't really planned anything? Or maybe that almost no one seems to care. I litterally had to remind my family that my birthday is on Sunday a.k.a. Super Bowl Sunday so they can't plan anything. So far game watching, dinner, and a trip to Stampede are my only plans. Secretly, I am hoping that someone is planning me a surpise party, but I doubt that will happen.

Overall 20 was a good semi-good year for me. I did a lot, activity wise and emotionally wise.
-Almost commited suicide
-Finally got into therapy
-Went on Anti-deppresants
-Spent my summer at the beach and water parks
-Got my nose pierced twice, got my monroe pierced
-Got a tattoo
-Fell in love
-Was completely heart broken
-Went to a movie theater by myself
-Lost a best friend
-Rode the tallest ride at the county fair
-Went to six flags
-Went to X Fest and saw Eve 6, Of Monsters and Men, Grouplove, Rebelution, Neon Trees, P.O.D., Angles and Airwaves, Garbage, and Jane's Addiction
-Saw Neon Trees again and Penguin Prison
-Saw Linkin Park and Incubus
-Got a new car
-Drove to Six Flags

Maybe 21 will be a good year for me. Maybe it's the new medicine I'm on (Wellbutrin a.k.a. the happy, horny, skinny pill). Hopefully more tattoos, more concerts, more falling in love, and of course alcohol.

Change In Plans

Thumbs up for a second blog post in the same month! Well in 8th grade I decided that I wanted to be a nurse, not because I wanted to work with blood and sick people but because they make a lot of money. So that has been my plan for the last 6 years and I think I really need to change it. I HATE college so much and I really can't imagine myself transferring to a University. And what if i really don't want to be a nurse. I don't want to be stuck with a career that doesn't make me happy so I have thought of other possible careers (okay not really) but I have thought about things I am interested in. For example Fashion. I really am into it and I want to be a part of it. Marketing, Design, Jewelery Design. I want to honestly be a part of that and I think FIDM is where i want to attend. Two things that are stopping me right now is A)money and B)I don't know what I want to major in. I have some ideas but I don't know exactly. So my plan of action is to 1) talk to my older siblings (especially my sister Veronica because she majored in fashion marketing) 2) talk to my family about it for financial reasons and 3) talk to someone from the admissions campus about it. Campus I am thinking about right now is the San Diego one and I do want to tour it and attend their 3 days of fashion. So hopefully I will figure things out. Wish me luck!