Time for some changes

Remember me going to FIDM? Well to tell you the truth, my grades weren't what they were supposed to be. All three semesters were under a 2.0 and because of that I am getting dismissed from the school . It really sucks, I wish I could go back in time and do things differently but I can't. As for my future there really isn't a plan of action. Fast forward to they day things started to change, my third semester began and I was notified that I was being put on contract in other words my last chance to boost my grades. On top of that the stress of doing the best and having to pay $400 because I failed a class really got to me.

Whats my plan now? I have no idea. I need to tell my parents, figure out what I'm going to do career wise, and manage to tell Somonee about my coping problems. To cope I either try to forget about it, abuse drugs, or cut myself. One of the main things that is stopping me is not getting sent away. I've had nightmares about this.

So I am going to make some changes in my life and on my blog, I really want to focus on it since I feel writing has been such a great outlet.

Update: Started writing this post a few days ago. So I told my older sister everything. I gave her a facebook message and we have been texting, I really didn't want to talk to her on the phone or in person. Since I told her my emotional mood swings have left, but I am still uneasy. I am going to have to see her today, because of a family event. Let's see how this goes and maybe I will make another post about it. Still love my blog, and hopefully will keep up with it more.

The Future....

Haven't had post in a while....sorry. I have been very busy and completely forgot about my blog until now. So some updates: 1. started my third quarter at fidm 2. taking four classes fabric id, apparel process 1, fundamentals of sketching, and critical thinking. Speaking of critical thinking I am supposed to be writing an essay but i am procrastinating. So, if you read my blog, you can tell i am not a huge fan of school. When I did go to a community collage I often skipped class and never took it as seriously as i should have. For Fidm I have only skipped class twice, I love my school so much. But unfortunately I am failing.. My GPA is pretty low...which ultimately sucks and it will pro ably take a miracle for me to pass, but I am trying.

LOVE: So there is this guy will call him Craig. He is very good looking, funny, likes boy bands (yes boy bands), has real set in stone goals, is a dancer, and he honestly seems like someone I would overall want to introduce to my parents....basically hes like what I want in a husband.
He may seem perfect but he also has some qualities I don't like. Hes overally religious, seems to ignore me a lot, and by ignoring i mean I will try to start a conversation with him and he either responds quickly or talks and picks up the conversation with somebody else. Hes a cancer and I am an Aquarius....basically they don't mix.

The there is this other guy will call his Henry. He is also very good looking, a bit older, nice arms which I have a thing for, and is not afraid to cuss. I just recently discovered I am very much attracted to Henry...but we don't talk at all, like he will try to make conversation with me but I don't get to talk to him that often. Another upside to Henry is that I've spent a little more time with him then Craig. Also Henry seems like the guy who will show you a good time and if anything physical starts to happen, things leading into sex is no big deal. While Craig will again show you a good time, but only leave you with a kiss or two.

As much as I like Craig, Henry seems to beat him by a nose. Not sure if anything will ever spark between either of these guys but a girl can dream. Its getting late so must get to work on that essay.

Am I officially a Youtuber??

Hello, Well mid-terms are over!! Yes and no. Yes because I can finally not be stressed out about power studying and no because this quarter is almost over!! So I am procrastinating right now, ahh yes something I seem to do a lot. Alright so the point of this post is...I made another YouTube account. Mainly because A) I want to start out fresh with no videos, subscriptions or history and B) I just wanted this cool username instead of my old one. My new one is oliviaba7x which I use a lot, and my old one is futurepcd which is just some stupid name I created on a whim. So basically yeah. I want to focus this channel on just videos, my futurepcd one is favorites, playlist and subscriptions. I will post outfit of the day videos, tags, and even make-up. I uploaded my first video and it isn't too bad. Hope I can stick with this!

Halloween, Life and 11:11

Halloween is so close by and I really don't know what I am doing that night. Might go trick or treating might just stay home. I do have a costume, its like a self-made but yet still purchased costume. I got the idea from meganheartsmakeup on youtube her makeup and costume were so cute so I felt very inspired. I am going to wear a black dress that I bought originally for my High School graduation and some bunny ears, bow tie, cuffs, and tail that came from a set at Target for only $8!. Wow I love Target. Life is going pretty well, umm trying to bring my GPA up and my first big test is coming up soon. I am going to be moving to LA is less than a year! I am freaked out , but yet very excited so yeah. 11:11 is the time I started writing about this, so it need to be included.

Promise to make more posts!
Bye

FIDM Fall semester 2011

Started my fall semester on Oct. 5. So excited for this semester!! I am taking 6 classes...wow that is a lot and pretty crazy. I am taking.....
-Textile Science
-The Retail Environment
-Concepts in Trend Forecasting
-English Composition
-Fundamentals of Sketching
-Effective Speaking

Pretty excited about these classes. Okay so I have my first day of Textile the 10Th but I will explain the other classes. Okay for retail I have this huge project on a store of my choosing (have an idea but still not sure). Trend right now its reading and collecting material for sourcing binder. English involves writing a huge research paper (have no idea what my topic is yet). Sketch mainly involves technical flats but right now its tracing. And speaking I have my first speech next week and still have to decide the topic (gotta read something to the class so no biggie).

Yeah I am supposed to be doing homework .....so I'm gonna leave now.
Hey okay so I am on Pandora Radio....and listening to A Year Without Rain in Spanish.... Crazy who knew Selena Gomez made that song in Spanish.

Possible Update

Hey, It's me again..the girl who doesn't update her blog that often..(sorry). September is gone..and October is here. So many things I have planned for October...okay not really but I start my FIDM second semester the 5th it is crazy, and I'm going to Knott's Scary this month with friends which I am super excited about. Honestly I really don't go to stuff like that or rarely do anything special but this year is gonna change that. Some new ideas for this blog....post some more pictures and maybe do like a FIDM update, or other stuff that interests me blog. I hope I don't neglect this blog too much.
-Love Olivia

Another Update

Well it is time for another update video. First quarter of FIDM has been completed, and its been pretty exciting. Well I made some new friends, I got a real taste of college life, and I met some cute boys on the way. It's been hard, but very rewarding. Some goals for next quarter are 1) make new friends 2)minimum of a b in each class 3)balance out my schedule, and 4)fit in some excesse. Everything seems to be going pretty well, just really need to balance out my life. Oh some awesome hair news! Well first off my hair is slowly getting longer which is rather exciting. I also dyed my hair red! Its kind of a red velvet color, but hopefully it will fade into that pretty red I like, might just have to manic panic it. Not much other news. Bye